Today is one of the saddest days of my life. Boris Loree, my most beloved little Boston Terrier of 12 years died today.
He was a happy dog entertaining company last night & was his regular self this morning...
Bill & I were out grocery shopping & when we returned he was lying dead on the floor near the front door. It was such a shock for both of us. He was there when we left & we would never had guessed that he would not be living when we returned. Sudden deaths are hard to take in.
My heart is so heavy, my eyes & head are sore from so much sorrow. He has been my shadow for 12 years & now I am to walk alone. Just the thought, my eyes are swelling with tears.
I realize we all have expiry dates & nothing that is living will live forever...it just hurts, the void that has been left.
Bill has told me to take one day at a time. And tomorrow is a new day but the feeling of his presence is still with me & those two black & white cats make me think I've caught a glimpse of him...then the reality hits & I know I never will again see him.
When you visit later this week I should be more myself, right now my heart is aching, my little man is gone & it is going to take time to heal my broken heart.
I know why they call a dog - Man's best friend. This little guy has loved me unconditionally, his whole life. And has always been the best dog ever!